the aftermath
I no longer feel angry, i just feel let down
I am trying to put a brave face on to try and deal with things
I am trying to move forward despite of what happened
I am trying to pick up the peices for myself and my daughter
I am trying to stand up and dust myself off after i’ve been slammed to the ground
I am trying to heal my spirit (don’t even know how to start!)
I am trying to save myself from insanity
I am trying to forgive but not forget…
What do you do when someone you love so dearly, disappointed you in a massive some say unforgivable way?
November 13th, 2006 at 8:48 pm
you can always forgive someone - but that love and respect you have for such person just diminishes.
love never goes away, the intensity just lessens.
hurt will fade and will only make you stronger.
it’s a brave thing you’re doing but personally i think it’s a waste of time.
i’m really glad you mentioned your daughter - i was hurt with what you said about leaving it all behind including her - it was an angry selfish woman i heard when you said that. she had nothing to do with it and she should never have been thought of as like that - but i’m glad you could see that now.
i like this quote.. hope it helps.. “..I make no apologies on how I choose to fix what you have broken…”
November 13th, 2006 at 8:50 pm
i will take that quote on board…and maybe use it to…